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  • Nov. 10th, 2009 at 4:57 PM
magnae
just got home form our job fair.. it really makes my heart sad everytime i sent an applicant home. how i wish that i can say 'yes' to him/her but i don't want them to have false hope. the job fair today, made me realize one thing.. to love my job, even if sometimes im not happy anymore.  going through that 9 interviews (when im still applying) i really feel blessed to be accepted in that company. i think i need to be more thankful for what i have and not to complain for the things i don't have.

pa, how i wish that your still here, i wish that your proud of me for what i have accomplished and will be accomplish in the future. i still feel very empty ever since your gone, but you told me to let go and let GOD. its really hard to forget you but i know that you're still here with me, guiding and protecting me as always.

Aug. 7th, 2009

  • 7:20 AM
magnae
sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttt.. oops sorry ^^. i just can't help it. im so tired, yet so happy. hahaha finally, me and gf will be having our first and last date next week ( before she go to SK, mamimiss kita, big bang ko ah hahahaha joke. wag mo akong ipagpapalit sa mga tao dun ha.. ^^.)

see you next friday ^^. can't wait

Aug. 5th, 2009

  • 5:52 PM
magnae

so tired. very tired. uber tired.

i am happy. so happy. am i happy? haha weird ^^.

...

  • Jul. 25th, 2009 at 11:30 AM
magnae
i've been busy with my work for two weeks now. usually, i go home around 4-4:15pm but ever since our team lead gave me a much bigger responsiblity, i now go home around 4:30-6pm max. im not complaining (really), acutually im honored and please that he trusted me to do it. well, im more pressured ever since i got the task. but i am really really thankful to him, so "boss" if ever you read this entry, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!! hahaha. even if i lost my "childhood" hahaha, ^^. what really cracks me up is when i told him, "you, know what, i used to watch anime and cartoons but  i lost my childhood ever since you given me this task" then he aswered "what anime? naruto shipudon?" hahahahaha i really burst to laughter because of that ^^.

i miss my childhood..worry-free

isn't it ironic?

  • May. 15th, 2009 at 6:33 PM
omana~

     its been 5 days since i started working/traning in global strategic. its fun since i get to learn a lot of new things from them. but since its a new environment for me, i feel like im starting from scratch as if im on my freshman year again. way back in my college years, i really don't like, but i dont hate, any subjects that has got to do with numbers (e.g: finance, taxation, econmics). but the company where i work deals with a lot of numbers AS IN A LOT!! since most of our client are attornies that deals with foreclosures/mortgage etc. now tell me, isn't it ironic? hahha

   we are required to only speak in english in the office so that means that were not allowed to speak in tagalog or "bakatabaka" (the term used by our boss, pertaining to the tagalong language, why it is called 'bakatabaka'? i really dont know.. haha). , so i really dont need to apply for call centers since im expose to people speaking english.. *nosebleed*

    thought its fun there, im still in the process of adjusting myself to this new environment. i really feel that im taking a crash course in taxation, finance and economics( 3-in-1!) hahaha. they kept on asking me questions about what i have learned so far and i really can't put into words whats on my mind thats why its really hard for me to answer them directly. then i finally realized why they kept on asking me questions - they notice that im too quiet, that compared to the other new employees, im the most quiet of them all. so they're forcing me to talk by asking questions. but i told them that its not really my nature to ask questions since im not yet in the process of doing the real job, so i really dont know what to ask. but thank God, that i was able to come up with several questions today.. hahaha

    hay~ i just wish that i will be able to "master" my training, for next week, so that they can see that though im not that talkative, i know how to do well my job.

    they dont know what their asking me to do -  when the day comes that i were able to adopt in their company. they will regret the day that they forced me to talk.. hahaha marked this day ^^.

p.s: loy, itatakwil ka na daw sabi ng amo mo - haha nueva pala ha!

aish!

  • Mar. 26th, 2009 at 10:24 AM
magnae
     been feeling tired lately.  seems like i left my mind and my heart somewhere. ever since that day i've been feeling down. not that i hate him, it just that there is something that bothers me ever since that day. damn!

20 years..

  • Dec. 3rd, 2008 at 10:10 PM
magnae
    20 years of my life has finally started today... i wanted to treat my friends to dinner but many "shocking" things happened today, i cant say that im forced to postpone my/our (together with dian) dinner party, since im also not in the mood to celebrate. not because of what happends (yea, with an 's' heheh) but for no particular reason. i wanted to tell myself not to expect something today, but i guess God doesn't want me to have a lame birthday celebration.. haha 
   
     i never expect that the people i dont expect to greet me, well they greeted me.. and the people i expect to greet me, well they didn't.. i change my birth date in friendster from dec 3 to jun 8.. just to see if my "so-called" acquaintances/classmates (from highschool)/friends (from highschool) will remember my birthday without looking in my account. the result? haha they didn't remember, well i dont care anymore.. im 20 now so things like this is something that i shouldn't give a damn anymore..   

thoughts..

  • Nov. 26th, 2008 at 9:17 PM
magnae
     few more days and its my birthday, i dont have any plans for that day aside from treating my friends out for dinner. after i turned 17, i never celebrated my birthday "with a bang" (bonggang-bongga for short) anymore. i wonder why? *hmm*.. i guess im "too old" to have an awesome (bonggang-bongga) birthday celebration, well, who cares.. 

    -kara, get a life, for crying out loud.. geezz

why TODAY?!!, why not LAST WEEK?! damn it!

  • Jul. 31st, 2008 at 6:01 PM
what??
    i really want to study for our very long quiz in modern japan and china today.. but my most awaited menstrational period came this morning! of all the fr*****g days, WHY NOW??!!, this is the very first time i had mentrational cramps [got the term from gela, since she also experiencing it today! taking about being "twins"], its so very painful, like i really want to de-tached by tummy just to ease the pain.. even though i really want to study --- i can't focus, though i manage to read some notes but i really can't concentrate, given this kind of painful feeling.. damn~

ging the hyper

  • Jul. 21st, 2008 at 10:47 PM
peace..

     ... wow, for almost a year [3 years to be exact], i never saw ging behave very hyper like today. up until this very moment im still shocked .. hahaha.. the champola oreo thing [she ate it, like how a hamster does.. haha so cute], the salad thing [she ate it for about 30 secs.. haha] and her famous phrase: "by wednesday i'll be normal" while shaking her head as if doing that she could be normal in an instant.. hahaha

     we find it very funny but scary at the same time.. hahaha hope she stays the same [FOREVER].. hahaha
    
     another unexpected happened last saturday, our class merged with the other section [4as2] for our modern japan and mandarin class.. while watching a documentary film in modern japan, i saw [for the first time] ging sleeping.. haha after the film ended.. i told ging that im too lazy to attend our last subject [LRT: Land Reform and Taxation] then unexpectedly she said that she, too, was lazy and wanted to skip class so she can go home early.. hahaha.. i was very surprised.. GING the FREAKY GENIUS wanted to skip class??? hahahaha

my newest ai ren~

  • Jul. 8th, 2008 at 12:52 PM
magnae


my new pet.. so fat but so cute.. hahaha

i named him HWI CHAN [ the real reason is that i named the puppy after a member of my fave k-boy band.. but there is another reason to it but im too embarassed to tell, only my family memebers know why.. hehehe]

Pops in Seoul live in Manila, Philippines

  • Jul. 1st, 2008 at 11:16 AM
magnae
    yesterday, ags [a classmate of mine, who just recently came back from london] told me if i knew the show "pops in seoul" a show in arirang. but since i don't have any cable channels [poor me~  :P], i said that i don't know. she asked me it i want to come with her in CCP [Cultural Center of the Philippines] to see the event. i said i'll think about it..

    a hour ago, dian [a classmate/friend of mine] ask me if i could look in the net, the guest list of pops in seoul.. since she heard somewhere that Evan of Click-B is in the guest list. and since i don't have anything to do [except for watching a th-horror movie/ a thailand horror movie] i search for the gest list. and so i've read that Evan is really coming..

    UNFORTUNATELY, the event is on July 5 [saturday] around 3pm, so they [im not that interested since i don't like big crowds.. hehehe and i think Battle is not included in the guest list.. heheh] can't come since we have a class that day and he have a quiz in LRT [Land Reform & Taxation] tsk tsk  XD

 

[02.08.08]

  • Jan. 8th, 2008 at 10:07 AM
magnae

     its been,what?, 2 months since my last entry. i never or rarely got the chance to write in my lj for the fact that 1. im too lazy to write, 2. there is nothing interesting to write about, 3. dont want to.. hehehe
    
     to be honest, ive been thinking for quite a long time now, what are my plans after i graduate.. or if there is any. i envy some of my classmates because they already have plans for their "life". some of them already have an internship in some embassy and some have a part time job and earning money as early as today. i rarely see myself in any situation that has a connection to work. maybe its just to early for me to decide what plan/s i have for myself or im just soo damn lazy to think of any. 

    anyway, back to reality.. tomorrow is dooms day.. haha its our reporting in PSY and i dont have any clue what will be the outcome of our report regarding our experiment, conducted last week. after our PSY class, we will have a quiz in our SPN class, which BTW i haven't read the notes that ive coped from my classmate [thanks coco].. i really, really dont know what will happen tomorrow but i wish that of all the days of this entire week, tomorrow will be the most "happy" day for me.. ^___^

ame and sagashite.. suki desu ^___^

  • Nov. 26th, 2007 at 3:03 AM
..: lucky star :..
     According to my clock, it's 3:03 in the morning. I woke up this early just to do something i've planned last night, even thought im still sleepy i manage to get out of my bed and turn on our computer. There are some simple things that can me happy. Rain is one of it, not Rain the singer but Rain the season :P, I really don't know why i feel that way but im really happy when it's raining, its not that i don't like sunny days but i feel something special when it rains. So i hate the song "Rain, Rain go away.." hehehe.  A Full Moon is another example, when i blankly stares at it my father and brother calls me a Lunatic hehehe. By just looking at it, makes me think of some things i usually don't think about and it makes me feel secured. Im really not in the mood to write right now but i force my self to. hehehe

soy tonta dia...

  • Nov. 21st, 2007 at 10:17 PM
magnae
     yes, i'm useless today.. my "mind" is not with me the whole day,  i really, madly, badly want to go home while im still in our ASN 207 class, I'm not in the mood to listen to our prof and  i can't even answer a simple, goddamn question "what is politics?". , i keep falling asleep while waiting for our dismissal, i kept telling gela that i really want to go home and i remember that i kept saying a word that is not appropriate to say.. hahaha 

     while waiting for my FREEDOM, i wrote a short story, if that's what i should call it, about my "world".. world of abnormalities.. hahaha 

[EDITED]
     Sa antok ko, nakalipad na ako sa ibang deminsyon, sa ibang mundo, sa ibang kalawakan. Malaya mang nakakalipad ang diwa ko kung saan-saan, nandito pa din ang buo akong katawan, nakakulong sa apat na sulok ng kwartong ito. Gusto kong mahanap ang binhi ng katahimikan, ang binhi kung saan mahahanap ko ang matagal ko ng inaasamasam na kalayaan, kung saan makikilala ko na ang totoong ako.
     Malayo na ang narating ng diwa ko, nakaabot na sa kaduluduluhan ng mga pangarap ko. Ang mundong ginagalawan ko ay taliwas sa mundong ninanais ko, malayong-malayo. Sa mundo ko ako ang namumuno, ako ang nasusunod, ako ang lahat. 
    Malayang-malaya ako sa mundo kong ito. Abot langit ang tayog ng mga pangarap ko, mga pangarap na kahit na sa panaginip ay hindi matutupad, mga pangarap na sa sobrang dami kahit isa walang matupad. Pangarap kong lumipad sa mundo ng mga panaginip, ninanais kong marating ito at balak ng hindi na bumalik pa kung saan ako nagmula. Marahil doon, hindi ko na kailangang matikman ang pait ng realidad ng buhay, hindi ko na mararanasan pa ang iba't-ibang sakit na dulot ng kamalian ko sa buhay, at hindi na madadama ng mga taobng nakapaligid sa akin ang sakit na idinulot ko sa kanila. 

     Nais ko ng lumaya.. 

     Sana maguwian na kami... :D

U.B.E last night..

  • Nov. 20th, 2007 at 2:04 PM
whaaaaaa

     Sir Candido didn't show up for our Retorika class yesterday so we had an early dismissal, Malorie, Gela and I stayed in UST after buying some food. We stayed in our tent (Gela's Starex). We talked about almost anything, then at some point our topic became serious, i never thought that we will be talking about the only one topic that i really don't want to talk about.. LOVE.. haha but as our conversation gets deeper, i somewhat learn the real story behind malorie and her "good-for-nothing" (i realized after i heard the story that he deserved to be called that ) ex-boyfriend break-up story. i also learn gela's complicated love story.. hahaha

     We talked for almost 3 and a half hours because by the time i checked my watch it's 8:45 and we started chatting around 5:30. another thing i notice is that we never had a dull moment, we finish one topic then stated another one then go back to the first topic.. i really had a great time bonding with them.. 

    Gela gave us, Malorie and I, a ride near Legarda, but before we "separate our ways", i remember that the last thing we talked about is ghost.. funny thing is that Malorie is alone in the back seat because i was at the passenger seat and Gela, of course, is in the driver seat. Malorie said: "uy, wag naman kayong magkwentuhan ng ganyan, magisa lang ako dito sa likod.." then I told Malorie :" Malorie, wag kang lilingnon sa likod mo ah" then Gela said: "Malorie, sino ung katabi mo dyan.." then i added: "Malorie, ingat ka dyan ah, may nanghahawak ng paa diyan", I was still having a great time that i didn't realize it was time for me and Malorie to get-off the car. ^____^

Nov. 16th, 2007

  • 3:59 PM
..: lucky star :..

     It has been 7 weeks since the last time i post in my lj. I've been buzy or should i say lazy for the past weeks. Our class started 2 weeks ago and i haven't adjusted yet, it has always been my problem since i can remember. I didn't attend my first subject today because i over slept, well.. here's the whole story.. i woke up around 8:20, i guess, and took a bath around 9:25, i went down to surf the net and watch some anime. around 11:15 i ate my lunch and watch some shows in my parent's television set. at 11:35 i fell dizzy and last time i remember i fell asleep. i woke up 1:10 but i didn't stand up for 10 mins, i just stared at my ceiling thinking about something but i can't remember. then i realize i was late for my first class... 

     I never usually get sick this easily but maybe i pushed myself too much to the extent that my immune system cannot function that well anymore. Anyway, we meet all our professors last week and i can say im ok with it. My spanish prof is less terror, than my prof last sem, but she told us that were going to have a 'song number' next week, which is TODAY!!,  and so we need to memorize the himno nacional filipino and the oraciones (prayers) for today's activities. 

     I master the himno last night and i guess im gonna be alright for today. GOD help me!! ^__^v

'death' in my dream..

  • Aug. 28th, 2007 at 10:16 PM
whaaaaaa
     
it was not the first time i dreamed about it, but the first one is not the same as of the second...

     I woke up this morning around 5:00 am, becasue i was having a bad dream. In my dream, my mother was in front of a mirror and i was with her, when she left i saw a her reflection stayed behind, her reflection smiled at me (the kind of smile that gives you the creeps) and went after my mother.. i followed the 'reflection' but it was to fast.. when i cope up with 'her' it was too late.. she (the reflection) killed my mother. I was afraid that the 'reflection' will kill my father too so I ran downstairs to tell it to my father but he was in the bathroom and he can't hear me.. I saw my kuya and told him what happened but he just said that 'okay lang yan, wala na tayong magagawa..' then he left for work as if nothing happened. After my brother left, i cried and i was yelling that 'hindi yon ok, hindi ako ok at hindind-hindi na ako magiging ok..' I was telling myself that i was just a bad dream, right after i said that i woke up. 

     When i woke up, im not sweating like what i always see in the t.v, when boy or girl woke up for a bad dream. Maybe because it was raining so i didn't sweat,  but i was thirsty and my throat was dry, then i remember what my mom instruct me to do if i have that kind of dream, she told me: 'pagganun ang napaniginipan mo, kumagat ka lang sa buhay na halaman, para dun malipat ung panaginip mo..' , So I went downstairs to drink some water and to do what my mom instruct me to do. I saw ate emma in the kitchen, I asked her: 'te, pwede ko bang kagatin un?, kasi nanaginip ako eh, namatay daw si mama' i was pointing to the plant that is beside our computer. She said: 'hala, oo pwede mong kagatin un..' I bite the palnt so hard and if only the plant could talk, it will scream in pain. After getting water from the fridge, i went upstairs to sleep again but before i left ate emma in the kitchen she asked me: 'nagising ka ba nung nagkakagulo ung mga ibon? kasi may pusang nakasamapa dun sa kulungan nila..'  I said: 'hindi, ngayon lang ako nagising eh, bakit'  then she told me:'kasi parang may narinig akong naglalakad sa taas eh, banda dun sa kwarto mo..'

cep's meme..

  • Aug. 2nd, 2007 at 3:35 AM
magnae
cep (sakurai_matsuko) told me that i should answer the 'meme' and post it my journal because she tagged me.. and tagged 3 people to do the same.. hehehe

Three names I go by:
1. chekka
2. cheska
3. gerda.. haha

Three creatures that I hate:
1. FLYING cockroaches
2. frogs
3. BIG spiders

Three creatures that I love:
1. Dogs
2. my familiy
3. my friends.. hahah

Three things that scare me:
1. political subjects (foreign and political dynamics to be exact.. heheh)
2. clowns
3. math

Three of my everyday essentials:
1. sleep
2. music
3. internet

Three things I own now that I can live without:
1. MP3
2. money
3. TV

Three brands I love: none.. hehe i don't like branded stuffs
1.
2. 
3.

Three of my favorite musical artists:
1. Asian Kung-Fu Generation
2. Maximum the Hormone
3. Dashboard Confessional

Three of my favorite songs: (at least as of this moment)
1. "I'm Coming" - Bi (Rain)
2. "Stolen" - Dashboard Confessional
3. "X-Dame" - Tackey & Tsubasa

Three careers I'm considering/I've considered:
1. Preschool Teacher
2. Translator
3. Tourist Guide

Three of my simplest joys:
1. writing in my lj
2. Hana-Kimi Ikemen Paradise
3. the ring in my finger

Three types of people that I like:
1. straight-forward people
2. chid-like person
3. funny guy

Three of the best places I've been to:
1. Gela's Car (our tent)
2. Ging's House (souzoujo)
3. Bagiuo

Three places I want to go on vacation:
1. Switzerland
2. Japan
3. Palawan

Three things I want to do before I die:
1. watch a concert of  Asian Kung-Fu Generation
2. watch the sunset with someone
3. finding that 'someone'

Three simple things I am absolutely not good at:
1. memorizing lectures
2. talking english fluently
3. typing without looking at the keyboard

Who I Want to Meet:
1. Saito Tomohiro
2. God
3. Him

I'm tagging
1. </font></a>[info]souzoujo
2. </font></a>[info]kumiko_matsuo
3. </font></a>[info]nonconformist86